titian hidup ini: January 2011

andai kau kenali dunia ini.. pasti kau kenali penciptaNya..
andai kau faham suara hati ini.. pasti kau takkan sakiti hati ku lagi..

kawan2 saya

kerana aku wanita (~_~)

kerana aku wanita pandangan Adam mampu tembus ke dasar hatiku 

kerana aku wanita ingin disayangi itu fitrah diriku

kerana aku wanita mudah terpikat dengan keindahan akhlak seorang lelaki

kerana aku wanita emosiku selalu mengatasi logik akalku

kerana aku wanita air mata teman setiaku



kerana aku wanita sensitivitiku terhadap sesuatu amat tinggi

DAN..

kerana aku wanita aku damba pertolongan darimu Adam

peliharalah bicaramu denganku jangan bermain kata denganku takut rosak hatiku

kerana aku wanita akhlakmu ukuran dimataku

peliharalah akhlakmu dan imanmu jangan kau burukkan darjatmu pada mataku takut rosak thiqohmu

kerana aku wanita maka peliharalah susunan kata-katamu

kerana aku mudah terasa namun aku bukan lemah sekadar ingin kau tahu hati ini mudah tercalar

kerana aku wanita peliharalah dirimu dari mencemuhku

saat titisan jernih mengalir dari mataku kerana itu cara untukku meluahkan perasaanku supaya hatiku tenang kembali

kerana aku wanita aku memang sangat peka

maka fahamilah kecerewetanku ada sebabnya

WAHAI ADAM,

kalau kau sangka berpakaian selekeh itu 'cool', hakikatnya kau begitu jelek pada pandangan kami.

andai kau rasa 'usha' itu tanda kejantanan, darjat mu telah jatuh pada pandangan kami

jika kau fikir hidup membelakangkan agama itu kemodenan, maka tiada lagi hormat untukmu dari kami. 
BY HASNANI MUAN



pelangi petang (^_^)♥


salam for reader(^_^)..


prnh dgr lagu pelangi petang x... tbe2 aq teringat lagu tu td.. hurm... pelik2 jek ak hri ney... hehe.. lagu tu cm sweet... some1 dtg dlm hidup ble kte kesepian then pergi selepas menggembirakan hati yg sedang berduka... hurm.. haha.. nothing to comment.. but this song was not connected with me.. ceh... hikhik.. 

my life more better now... syukur sgt2... aq pun xtaw tbe2 hidup aq berubah drastik cm ney... mungkin setiap doaku tlh diterima oleh-Nya... alhamdulillah.. aq juga harap, setiap hari2 aq diberkati oleh Dia dan diberi kesenangan dalam setiap kesusahan.. amiin(^_^)... 

sebenarny nk ckp byk ag.;. tp, da tulis ney.. tbe2 sume bnda da lupa... adehh!!! hurm.. minggu ney jadual wktu full:'( presentation xyah ckp la.. ley dkatakn hari2 ade.. but i like.. hikhik... ske sgt presentation... nk2 ag ble nk tgu turn aq.. haha... pelik kn?? but that the truth is... hurm... sbb tu ak bersyukur sgt2... nmpkny diri ak da de improvement... haha... tp, setiap kelebihan yg kte ada.. x perlu la nk terlalu membangga diri...ak ney plak jenis sgt x ske org berlagak... disgusting!!! huh! kte kne igt, setiap kelebihan yg kte ada tu, bukan la kekal smpi akhir hayat kte... sbb ble2 mse saja Allah tu boleh tarik pe yg kte banggakn tu... aq pun pernah merasa satu hari dlu... then, kte kne la ambek ikhtibar dr semua tu... jgn la menyalahkn takdir shj... tu sume kn dugaan dr Nya... tul x?? alahai.. npe aq cm ustazah da neh.... alamak! haha... aq bukn seorg yg bek... tp, ak just kongsi pe yg berkaitan ngan pengalaman hidup.. tu jek... lau aq bek, aq da jd ustazah.. hehe... btw, i hope semua org yg aq syg happy with their life n never down.. hikhik.. sbb aq sgt x ske tgk some1 down!! especially sbb bnde yg remeh! mungkin kte perlu menangis tp x prlu la nk selalu mengenangkn bnde yg telah terjadi tu... just ambek pengajaran ok??!! same with me.. aq pun menasihatkn diri aq gak skrg ney.. hehe... k la, sampai di sini sahaja coretan mis zaza for today... ada masa, atau time boring xpun ade smthg yg interesting aq rse nk post.. aq post la.. hehe.. salam(*_*)

Pelangi Petang


Kumeniti awan yang kelabu
Kutempuhi lorong yang berliku
Mencari sinar yang menerangi      
Kegelapanku

Kupercaya pasti suatu masa
Sang suria kan menyinar jua
Membawa harapan yang menggunung
Bersamanya...

Engkau tiba bagaikan pelangi
Tak bercahya namun kau berseri
Tapi cukup menghiburkan
Hati ini

Seharian waktu bersamamu
Tak terasa saat yang berlalu
Bagai pelangi petang kau kan pasti
Pergi jua...

never think deep abt de past :'(

salam for reader... (^_^) 
baca ayat ney dlu .. hehe


hurm..sgt bnci ari smlm!! siyes sgt bnci... bnci kt org yg memainkn perasaan org! ntah pape.. cm la bgus sgt..~ argggg.. lau dpt jmpe dye smlm..rse nk toreh jek muka dye ngan pisau lipat... mst best kn lau dapat jd kenyataan? haha... ske nyeeeeeeeee... (just menenangkn diri sendiri) now, i can't control myself hundrend%.. sbb hati ak ney ngah hot lg! bnci cz de org tpu aq.. sbnrny, i'm not sad because i'm really love him, but just sad why he do this to me!!! nyesal gler kenal laki uhhh... npe la dlm byk2 laki, aq pilih dye.. adehhh.. last2 aq dpt laki yg buaya.. mmg siyes padan muka... its ok.. at least kami bukn dlm perhubungan lg... God willing... n lg satu aq bersyukur sgt, cz Allah tunjuk kn ak perangai dye wkt skrg.. bukn wkt aq btul2 menyayangi. dye.but now, i'm never love him anymore... siyes da kosong hati aq ney untuk dye!!! huh! siyes, skrg da bnci dye sgt2... hahah.. ciap la ko laki!!! sbnrny dye da silap org ble dye wt cm ney kt aq... well, the truth is i'm ok... just cdey n menyesal kenal laki cm dye... ayat jek power, tp sampah!!! adehhh.. asal la aq dpertemukn ngan dye... huh.. asal ngan laki erk?? aq x fhm la... lau da de gf len, bg jek la taw kt gf yg dye da bosan uhh.. ney x, msh nk nafikan yg dye setia... wekkkkkkk!! nk muntah aq! ble da kantoi depan mata, masih nk tegakkn jarum yg basah... ntah pape.. dye igt, ak ney dak berhingus ape!! erm..aq pun prnh menduakn gak dlu.. haha.. tp be profesional la.. ckp elok2 da x ske dye, n hati da x syg dye.. hehe.. ney x, masih ag nk simpan aq.. ape cer??? ishhh.. geram btul la! 




btw.. aq bersyukur sgt dpt kawan2 yg sgt prihatin ngan aq... siyes, mereka semua byk bg aq nsht yg positif (^_^),,tbe2 aq rse dhargai, n ramai org syg aq.. hehe... syg mereka semua.. thanks to all my frends cz support me.. muahhh(*_*) ...hm tp x kurg gak ade yg back up si dye tu!! adeh... mereka suruh bg aq peluang... what a ****!! peluang pe la lg aq nk bg ble bnde ney berlaku depan mata! da la msh nk tpu aq... ciap xmo ngaku lg!! now, i'm just waiting sama ada dia nk ngaku or x!! selagi dye x ngaku, i'm never forgive him!! hehe.. g ****** la dye uhh.. da la xmo ckp sl ney ag :) sblm tu nk bg dgr stu lagu.. sesuai tuk situasi aq yg cm ney.. hehe.. aq ske dgr lagu ney... 

may Almighty bless us (:



gmbr mse kt sk sg sempoi
mereka ialah ank org asli (^_^)
really miss them... 
salam for reader (^_^)... hehe.. malu la.. haha.. sejak ble plak ak tau malu neh!! adehh.. hurm..nk ckp pe.. bosan ney... nk tdo malas.. kul 2.30 de kuliah gnti... penatny............ but pe ley wt.. as a student we need follow de rule (*_*) nk2 ag seorg bakal pendidik.. wah!!! sejak ble iza mengakui n sedar jd guru neh??~ haha.. kelako jek.. hurm ak da boley terima sikit kut yg ak akn jd ckgu.. tbe2 rse best lak jd ckgu ney... hikhik.. n rse x sabar sgt nk pbs nt.. tau x pbs tu pe?? pbs tu ialah penilaian berasakan sekolah... nt kami guru2 pelatih ney akn pergi ke mne2 sekolah bt observation for one week... rse teruja, happy n agak takut ckit la.. sbb this is 1st year ak akn pegi pbs ney.. myb buln 3 kut... haha.. lmbt ag... tbe2 ak rse bangga jd cikgu n belajar di IPRM.. huhu... conclusion ny kt cni... kte x boleh nk menolak takdir n kte kne terima dan buat sebaik mungkin pe yg telah ditentukn oleh-Nya.. dlu, ak pun x blh nk terima belaja kt cni, n jd ckgu... sbb ak nk jd akauntan!!!!! :'(.. setahun lebih gak ak tension duk mikir sume ney... hehe.. tp ble da msuk degree, rse cm berminat lak... ops lg stu ak lupa.. ak ney sgt x ske dak kecik!!! nk2 ag dak kecik yg nakal2 n x ske dgr ckp ak! cm ank sdre ak!! aduhhhh..pening pale ak melayan karenah dye org, da la sumeny x takut ngan ak.. mama, kak ipar n fmly2 ak salu ckp lau ak jd ckgu nt mst budak2 x takut ngan ak. OMG.... haha.. ak cuak la. klu student ak x takut ngan ak, cmne la nt nk control dye org.... for reader, pliz doakn ak eh.... bg ak kekuatan n mudah suaikn diri dgn mereka (^_^).. bakal pelajar ak yg akn mereka ak sayangi n curahkn ilmu.. huhu... alahai... cdey la plak. tbe2 teringat kt ckgu2 ak yg mengajar ak dr tadika smpi menengah.. opsyen perguruan mmg sgt mulia kn?? :).. insyaAllah.. i'll do my best for!! chaiyok! hurm nk ckp pe ag ek?? hehe.. da xmo ckp pe la.. td da penat wt presentation.. huhu... 1st presention for this sem.. ak rse da wt yg terbaik..haha smpi terkejut kawan ak byk sgt bercakap!! haha.. ape2 jek la.. hurm.. aq syg kwn2 class ak sgt2!! tnpa mereka sape la ak.. ceh...! hehe.. ok la, da nk stop.. nk tdo jum2.. hikhik.. tp kul 2 de class.. adeh!! k la.. see u later my blog..(*-*) mmuahhh... hehe

haha.. ney gmbr aq ske.. romantik x??
hikhik.. kawan jek ok!!
x lebih2 pun :p 





broken heart saying n my comment

1. Girl: Can I Hold Your Hand?
    Boy: No"
    Girl: Why?
    Boy: Because It Will Hurt Too Much When You Let It Go.
= he just saying no but deep inside in his heart,, he want to say yes... its just happen because he had a broken heart with someone he love before.. but i need to pretend something :) pliz forget the past, n never say no for someone new that love us :). myb his/her was not for u... The Almighty always there between us.. n His know what He do :)..
i also hv many time broken heart :( but everything make me strong n learn something from that.. thanks God, now i can be a strong gurl n never give up with this life..:) for broken heart, just be strong n always to the Almighty to make u forget abt his/her n hopefully u find a more better than ****** ex couple before.. soo chaiyok!!!



2. Why is it easy to fall in love and yet so hard to be loved back?
why should I feel such if destiny permits me not?
why do I have to fall if it's you I cant have?
why is there a "you" in "me" but never a "me" in "you"?
: just relax n stay cool :p.. its funny when we still want to remember the **** ones that make us like this!!
i also had loved someone with whole my heart :).. but everything was over when he suddenly change... i don't know why he change.. he said that he love me.. but when a long time we r together he leave me without saying anything :'(.. i know we need a very very long time to forget abt him.. i'm also down.. but thanks God.. my frends always stay with me,, i love u my frends :).. then, when everything ok... i feel better than before.. better b4 i meet him!! for reader, learn something from this.. in this world, there r no one hv clean heart.. everyone hd broken heart.. de different is how we handle de prob.. in this cases, pliz don't down... for teen, we r still young.. just continue ur study.. its more good than thinking abt love.. :) for adult, pray is de good thing.. jodoh tu da ditentukan,, if u'r still single, don't give up.. myb in this world, u'r not..but at THERE, the Almighty was provide ur couple better than here.. so stay cool na.. n just continue our life :P



3. If you could choose between life and death  you would almost rather die
  love is fun but hurts so much the price you pay is high
  And so I say don't fall in love
  : haha,, when i'm broken heart before.. i also agree with this stupid statement!!! almost rather die than couple...
   but this is a word for a stupid people!! sorry.. why must die n why must saying never fall in love??? 
   love is something that very beautiful n we must not saying like that.. but what make me feeling confuse n funny,
   why we must fall in love with someone that most perfect internal n external?? then, when he/she don't want u.. u    said that u want to die or broken heart.. we need to know something, before we want to love someone perfect.. we need to change ourself b4 :).. pasangan yang baik untuk org yang baik:)



4. Every Heart Has A Pain
Only D Way Of Xpression iS Diferent
Some Hide iT iN Eyes
while Some Hide iN Der Smile
: which one is more good?? hide in eyes or smile???
for me.. of course with smile... hikhik.. know something?? when we smile... all de problem we can forget even in the short time..but its more good while always think all de stupid prob.. hehe... forget something!! hide the pain in eyes soo difficult!! i think if i do this..i'm never success :).. smile is a good way rite??? dear... smile pliz like me(^_^).. hehe


5. Nice line said by a
broken heart:
.
please dont come one
more time infront of
mee..!!
Otherwise again i will
trUst u..
: adehh!! why must love again someone who make us cry?? who lie to us?? who leave us without saying anything or leave us with a **** way??? huh?! just forget this type of person!! ops..is it them person?? for me, there r not person but ******.. hehe.. erm.. but there r also hv a personal reason why someone leave us.. :)... don't judge they r evil..:spin:.. what ever!! i don't know how to comment with thos statement!! actually i'm sleepy.. hikhik


jap.. sebelum tuu nk bg dgr lagu neyy.. sesuai utk broken heart.. hehe.. enjoy it yaa (^_^)



PLIZ LISTEN.. THIS IS VERY TOUCHY SONG :'(

my favourite song!!! (^_^)

please dont come one more time infront of mee..!!
Otherwise again i will trUst u..



Just because my eyes do not show tears, doesnt mean my heart doesnt cry n i dont get hurt.

Just because I come out strong, doesnt mean there is nothing wrong.

Often I choose to pretend that i'm happy.

So I dont have to explain myself to people who'll never understand.

Smiling has always been easier than xplaining y i'm sad !



My Immortal-Evanescence(lyrics)

wise quotes







physchological fact:
when a person cries due to happiness d first drop of tears cums from d right eyes
but when d 1st tear cum from left its pain,,,







I'm strong bcoz I hav been weak, I'm beautiful bcoz I know my flaws, I'm fearless bcoz I hav been afraid and I'm happy bcoz I hav known true sadness :))


The longer you wait for something,the more you appreciate it when you get it, because anything worth having is definitely worth waiting for"..^_^


If you want to enjoy anything, 
always think today is the first day
But If you want to achieve anything always think today is the last day.


Meaningful Thought
S U C C E S S Introduces YOU To The WORLD
F A I L U R E Introduces The WORLD To YOU



A short cute proverb,,,,
:'U must learn lesson from others mistakes,,,,tooo'
bcoz u'll not get tym n oppertunity to do all d mistakes by urself,,,!!



Never Be Sad If Someone Doesn't Recognize Your Worth
Its Their Loss
Because People Who Don't Appreciate Your Worth
Don't Deserve to Know You



when you judge someone,you do not define them,you define yourself,,,


A normal person prays 2 God : dont give me problem..
But a great person prays 2 God " give me the power 2 face problem " 



People are not beautiful-
as they look..
as they walk..
as they wear..
people are beautiful as they smile..
as they care.. &
as they share..






we always feel dat life of others is Better dan us..!!
But,We always forget dat we r also "OTHERS" for someone Else..!


Each drop of a tear is costly then anything in world. 
But, no one knows its value until they have it in their own eyes for sum one,,


"Flowers" are very soft,
do not "Touch" them with hard hands..
Similarly
"Feelings" are like soft flowers,
do not "Touch" them with harsh words..



Our body is fully made of water but wen it gets hurt blood cums out thru d skin.
Our heart is ful of blood,but wen it gets hurt water cums out 4m our eyes.



Hundred Words Of An enemy Can Never Give Pain But A True Friend's one word Can Give Hundred Tears.


People are made to be Loved and Things r made to be Used.
The confusion is in the World because
People are being Used and Things r being Loved.



Life gives answer in 3 ways...
It says yes & gives u what u want,
It says no and gives u something better,
It says wait and gives u the Best!



Silence & smile are two powerful tools.
Smile is the way to solve many problems.
& Silence is the way to avoid many problems.